Job hunting! 💃

Im in mood to write, so i will use it really well 😊

Okay, i graduated on Sept 19th, officially felt jobless since Sept end (when im done with my journal).

Guys, its really hard finding a job ㅠㅠ there were so many jobs, but its hard to be call for test, its so uncertain. It was like looking at ocean, we cant see the end, there are so many possibilities and uncertainty (okay okay fine, its not really correlation-able, but i dont have foto with job related--okay okay, wrong again, i have but its close up and too private, so a photo with me looking at ocean will do).

(me, looking at ocean)

There are so many jobs online application. But let me tell you, its not always works. Its hardly works for me, maybe because my major its too specific and not your usual major related job (it was applied meteorology), maybe because i dont have many experiences in internship or assistant lecturer, maybe because my organization is not that many, maybe because my volunteer section is not that many, maybe because my skill (its computer related, but my major use tools that  is not commonly used by most of the company). But i dont know what exactly they see when searching for talent. Like i said, its uncertain. Like lottery dont you think? Except i never played lottery (okay wrong again, when i was a primary school student, i played pick the wool, if we're lucky we got something from the end of the wool, if not, yeah, not. You know this game rite? I dont know what kids nowadays plays, but if you're my age you must be know. It was still a lottery, rite? Lol).

See? When i write, im not always focus on one topic, i talk everything that i want lol.

Okay, back to my job hunting experience. On october i began my job hunting, i felt like i am applying everywhere in jobstreet but not once im called. Luckily, on oct there was cpns selection. Cpns is, what we call in english? Government worker? Yeah something like that. So i applied and passed the administration. On 20-something, Oct, i came for test. The test for cpns is called CAT (googling it if you're curious, i forgot what is mean).

The test was so darn hard! It was frustrating for me lol. I passed the twk and tiu, but i failed tkp (googling again okay lol). I wasn't hoping then because i wasnt passing the passing grade (cause i failed tkp). It wasnt just me who failed. My friends were too. We gossiped about the test, saying that it was so hard and so on. Lol i wasnt happy nearly all my friend failed, but i was glad i wasnt the only one who failed lol (am i cruel? No right? Lol)

That was October. The happy news was, on the day that i failed cpns, my friend called me, offered a job, it was to be a freelancer at gojek. Because i was jobless and starting to be hopeless too from then on, i accepted her offer (thank you my friend who offered me a job ㅠㅠ your so kind). So i got a job because of my friend. Till i post this journal im still a freelancer at gojek (soon not to be).

My job consists about researching for business development. It was fun at first and i was so happy i got a job. But later on, it became tiring because; one, i have to go to jakarta everyday from bogor (okay, minus weekend, but i bet you already know that). Two, I feel like my salary not that worth it if im comparing it with the job desk. Hm, maybe iam not thankful enough, dont copy me lol.

So right now iam began my job hunting again, wish me luck! No no, wish all of us luck!

Cheers,

Anis.

Side note: i know my grammar is a mess, dont bully me lol

Side note (again): i just write in English because i want my english better, so im practicing here. Fighting!