Ah, 2020

Hallo….?

It’s been a long time since I write here. It feels nostalgic? Idk why I’m such a moodie when it came to write. It’s been a year since last time I wrote, my last post is about movie recommendation, at that time I still watched many movies and have something to cure my boredom. Rn, idk why do I do to get rid of this boredom.

Eh anw, I finally got new job, it’s almost 10 months since I work at my new company. First time I got this job, I feel so happy. Cause why? Cause I finally come home, to my hometown, to live with my family again. It feels exciting at first and Im happy I can be on my family lives again. It feels amazing to hug my mom and my brother again, to know whatever happened in their lives.

I’s fun, my co-workers is fine. But there’s something missing in my heart, I miss Jakarta with it busy life. All light that flashed. All food that I ate to my heart content. Ah, I really miss out capital central.

I have good news thou since I work at my hometown.

Now, I can ride motorcycle!! Lol, amazing right? Riding bike come as a need since I’m here, because I work shift time and there’s no public transportation that still run to my home at night, I got to have motorcycle. Ah, what else should I share.

Lives move pretty fast. I miss my friend, I miss my campus, I feel like adult life is so hard. Becoming adult, you have responsibility that you don’t even want lol.

Being with my friends, eat what I want to, playing around, it suddenly come at me, in the past, I always complain about that too. But then, people always have something to complain in their lives.

But you can’t be child forever, you can’t be teenager forever, sometimes you have to move forward in life. Become adults, even thou it feel hard, you can help your family too.

Ah, damn it’s hard to stay positive when you have so many thing you still wanna do but you have to choose between doing whatever you want to, or being a decent human being, a normal human being.

Anw how are u all in this pandemic situation? I hope you’re all doing fine, so do i. the one thing I’m scared the most with this pandemic is not about myself, but about my family. Since im the only one that go out from home because I have  to work, im worried im become a carrier. Im not worried about myself fall sick, I worried if I carry the illness and spread to my family at home. I just hope we always stay healthy, im always stay healthy and my co workers too so they didn’t carry any virus with them.

Let’s stay healthy everyone! Take care of your health. If you don’t feel the need to do it for yourself, do it for your family!

I hope we can meet again when the situation is more save.

Cheers for better live quality!

Anis.