Being An Adult

Where should i start? Hmm.. being an adult is many things, the one that really important is.. you have many responsibility now, and just not about your lives, about others too.

When i was a kid, i always think that being an adult will definitely be fun, you can do whatever you want, your parents will not have that many control over your lives, you can buy whatever you want cause u earn that money. Actually those things are true, but then your forgot others responsibility that come with that freedom.

You forgot that your family needs you.

You forgot that being an adult, your family depends on you more than ever. It's not just about finance, it's about how a house should be run. If you have younger siblings, then their behavior and study somewhat become your responsibility too.

Ah but ofc you got the fun thing too. i can run along and eat what i want with my friends, if they're not busy. Speaking of friends, growing up, you will learn that friend some and go as you lives. At one point, you can laugh to your heart content, go whenever you want.

Do remember, it's my perspective, because that's what i go through.

So i really wonder if everyone going through the same thing as me?

maybe i'm just not that grateful yet. I always feel life is hard for me, my family depended on me to much sometimes i feel tired. I love them, i really love them, but its not a life a I want for my children. I hope I can do better in the future for my kids.

So I don’t have any advice, every family have different problems. Maybe me mostly about finance, and how i feel i dont really enjoy my own life and my own money hehe.

Its not a bad thing, because when i see my family smiles, it’s really light me up. 

Cheers for all of us adult, try to be more grateful and see life positivity.